Jerk,cuma satu kata itu yang terlintas di kepala gw.Sebenarnya gw itu siapanya dia sih?Bisa-bisanya gw justru menjadi orang yang merendahkan dia.I’m suppose to be the one who accept her the way she is.
To be so stupid,i was caught somewhere in the middle of this.I do believe i fail you.I know i let you down.I said to myself,i’m cruel enough to do it.And so there you are,left crying not knowing who i really am.
Nggak kok,dia ga salah apa2.Actually she’s too innocent to be blame.How can you blame a person for the battle that’s raging inside of you.It’s not about her anymore.This is more about who i’ve become during this whole relationship.I become scared of what people think,and worse i even started to think the way some people wanted me to think.
The heart inside keep on telling me that she’s the one,while my ego(i hate this) reject her,because of what people might think.It’s too selfish…i wish i was’nt.